[Verse 1]

I don't know how to start

If I do it then Imma start to fall down

In the underground

Can't get back up cause I'm feeling like shit now

But I need to man up and say out loud

No more hiding this needs to be said right now

Yea

I'm sorry if you're the person that I've hurt

I'm sorry that I did this so it's my turn to learn

How hard it is to make everything right

It hurts from the inside so I'll say what I've heard

From everybody else

How should I keep myself

From giving the truth to the world

With every sentence, letter and word *yeah*

I've been giving and receiving lies all day long

How can I be so wrong

Am I even wrong? Or is it the people who are listening to this song

I might go on and on to reveal more the truth, I'm not a fraud

I'm just a regular guy who doesn't know anything when I'm gone

I've been fucking up

I've been fucking up so much

I've made out with 4 different girls in the past few months

But only one of them girls just left me out of nowhere

She said things to me in the texts well I guess it's fair

Before I say those things, I want to apologize

To all the other girls that didn't work out so right

I did that to them cause I missed the adrenaline inside

I'm sorry if I made you cry please just forget about me alright?

I guess this is karma for all the girls that I left

I thought you were the one to keep me safe, instead

Pushed everyone out I guess you played with my feelings

I've made better friends with yours just put that info in your head

Is it the love we're looking for or is it the lust

Maybe we'll find out when we hold hands again or even touch

But how can this happen to me, what the fuck did I do?

I gave you my attention and affection way more than you, but

My question to you is why did you leave me?

Was it cause of my age or was it cause you didn't see me

Enough to enjoy the days together

Being in a relationship would've made things better

But you knew you were gonna leave me soon so fuck it that's whatever

You're used to this right? Is this what you fucking want?

Tell me why we did those things and not let it drop

I really thought I caught the girl that I want

But realized that all the time I had with you was starting to rot

I have all the power to forgive and for you to comprehend

It's weird to even say that you're one of my friends

Can't you see? I'm desperate on tinder scrolling rights and no lefts

I might be stuck here finding the truth over and over again

For now all I'm gonna say is that I forgive you

I forgive even the people who did me wrong too

It doesn't have to end in an argument just accept my apology

Far away from it I'll make sure to show you my legacy

[Outro]

But at the end of everything

I forgive you all

I'm sorry for doing you wrong

All I'm sharing is my love