[Intro]

*sighs* Just hit it

Here we go

Yeah

[Verse 1]

There's too much to say

But I won't hesitate

I could feel the pain

Going through my brain

The feelings are insane

What can I do

To makes things better

Should I just stay in my room

Feeling confused

Laying in my bed with a sweater

Listening to music

While crying my eyes out

Feeling delusion

I can't refuse it

Let me just tell you now

I'm getting tired

For making people happy

I ain't no liar

Hurts like a spider

Everyone's lookin at me

I feel used

More like a tool

People always lookin sad so I gotta help I can't refuse

I'm a sensitive man

You don't think it hurts me too?

You don't understand

It's not smooth like sand

There's things that I have to lose

So just listen to me

Hear me out for once

Y'all need an apology

I need to say sorry

That I’ve been annoying you for months

This is from my point of view

All of these are opinions

But if you wants some facts

Just listen to my raps

And you'll feel as good as new

But just think about it

You could end someone's life

Lemme tell you about it so you do the things right

When the person texts you then you act all so nice

Conversation is going

The questions are flowing

But you're just bored out of your mind

So then you ignore them

You were their last hope

They think of a sin

Depression within

So then they grabs some rope

They stop texting you completely

Then you're wondering why

You go to their family

They start to mad at me

Realize they committed suicide

This is now your fault

You left them alone

People are in shock

Your heart just dropped

Cause you didn't hit up their phone

That's how I feel

Knowing I have lots of friends

Let's keep it real

Don't let it conceal

Make sure it doesn't happen again

I won't stay mad at you

All I need is some reasons

Why is it that I make it so easy for you to just leave again

I'm not that boring

Just give me a chance

I have interesting stories

Make you stupid like Dory

Funny like Spongebob Squarepants

You see what I mean?

I'm not boring so please

Imma make you believe

I ain't dirty just clean

Fuck it just leave me in peace

I don't need anyone

All I need is myself

The pain is slowly gone

I've been moving on

Fuck everybody else

This shit can just wait

I have the patience to do so

I have lots of faith

To make myself great

This time I'll try to go slow

Without the patience

Everything will be rushed

I don't need more attention

To have an explanation

My voice will make them kept hushed

Everything's fucked up

I never get invited no more

I see them having fun

I've been out of luck

I will never open the door

Just leave me alone

I don't care

You've been doing a good job

Fuck it I'm out of here