[Verse 1] (CNnine)

Whatever you wanna say you can say it to me

It’ll be hard to say it once I already leave

You can do way better I can already believe

Tell me when I’m alive so you won’t regret a single thing

Don’t hold grudges, don’t hold lies or mistakes

Tell the entire truth right in front of my face

I’ll hold on to it until the day I leave this place

Trust me when I’m healthy and not when I’m decayed

I’m telling you this now because we don’t know when we’re gone

It can be forever or the duration of this song

Go tell everyone you love them from your cousins to your mom

I’ll wait for you to tell them here in my room until dawn

I’m not trying to be sad, I’m just stating reality

The next generation better start looking after me

My last album needed more work, just how my life will be

I’ll show you what being alive actually means because

[Chorus] (Sie)

Alive

I realize that I can die, without goodbye, I can die

Death makes us feel alive

I realize the choice is mine, stress hurts my mind

I think I’ll, I think I’ll, think I’ll just

[Verse 2] (CNnine)

Die, or maybe soon we will

Death will come to us and it will prevail

The less that we try, the more that we’ll fail

Look at Hillary Clinton and all of her emails

Succeed and become victorious

Maybe just do you, don’t come copy one of us

Slaking too much eating captain crunch way too much

Go to your favorite spot, chillax and eat your lunch

Box, trapped inside your mind

With a lot of thoughts trying to escape

The reasons you made is for you to survive

Never run away from our future and our fate

Everyone listening to me might be a wannabe

Jealousy can come like a bee, soon you’ll see

Hope y’all feelin me as much as you want to be

I’ll give the mic to Sie, go ahead and tell em B

[Verse 2] (Sie)

Life is just a reckless game

Everybody wants the fame

And love, And drugs, And style

And ya I mean that’s great

Got kids lookin up to me, Gotta pursue my dream

The person in the mirror is the only one lookin after me

You think I’ll lose, You wrong

Rapper girls be strong

Flexin my Louis Vuitton

I am the big bad broad

And when a girl feels lost

Shmoke on that schezwan sauce

Don't forget that I’m the boss

Lose me and that’s your loss

But not every days the same

Somedays I lose my faith

Some Days I don’t feel great

Some Days I have to wait

Emotions switch like Cait

Too sad so I’m always late

Smile on my face is fake

Love got me feelin like Drake

I know it’s God's Plan

One day I’ll find a man

That won’t pop a xan

Someone who understands

Who dreams to take my hand

Make my lifel ess bland

Depression makes me not wanna be

[Chorus] (Sie)

Alive

I realize that I can die, without goodbye, I can die

Death makes us feel alive

I realize the choice is mine, stress hurts my mind

I think I’ll, I think I’ll, think I’ll just

(CNnine)

Die, or maybe soon we will

Death will come to us and it will prevail

The less that we try, the more that we’ll fail

Look around, smell the air exhale, inhale

I know it’s a struggle, but it will be alright

You got this, you know your future is bright

If you need help know that I’ll be by your side

I Just want you to feel

I realize that I can die, without goodbye, I can die

Death makes us feel alive

I realize the choice is mine, stress hurts my mind

I think I’ll, I think I’ll, think I’ll

Be Alive

Be alive

Sie