I look into the eyes of my baby boy

It gets me every time and fills my heart with joy

The best blessing that God has ever deployed inside my life besides my wife

She so special and there's times where I don't treat her right Lord

Help me to repent I got get my act together

Cuz I know I'm gone be judged

For every second I was unfaithful

So help me to love like I never have before

I need help

My pride ain't large enough to keep me from admitting I can't do this by myself

God I'm submitting to Your will

Use to care bout being trill now all I wanna be is real

Wanna be out in that field catching body's for the kingdom

Feel the zeal all inside me I can't chill

Cuz there's demons breathing down the neck of children

Whispering suicidal thoughts same ones that I use to hear

Till the Shepherd came and rescued me and pulled me out the pit

Now Im walking without fear

Knowing He is always near

You Can't do this by yourself

Jesus is calling your cell

You just got to pick it up

He'll never leave you hanging

And I know that Life can feel like hell

But you gotta keep going and press

On eagles wings He'll pick you up

You just gotta trust the Savior

A different day a different weight

Thought Ih'd be easier by now

6 years since I made vows to my Maker

Tried to leave but I'm still here

That's cuz I hate this flesh and I hate this world

Not the creation but the sin that indwells In every vessel

Wish every one saw themselves in the light of Christ

Instead of way high up on they pedestal

Humility is what we missing

God be speaking we ain't listening

Honestly that's me as well

Praying for some better days

Praying God'll give me strength

Need a drink out of the well that's living

Cuz if I Go a day without His presence

I'mma lead myself to hell

Beat my body in submission to Your spirit

Only You can come indwell

Even if I'm feeling crippled

I'mma praise you I'ma yell until I get my breakthrough

Because I done came to far to turn back now

Burning distractions down

Until I hear Your voice loud

That's the only way I'm gonna walk safely

In this jungle where the serpents bite and lions prowl