Happy ?

By CLvN

Released on April 12, 2019

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[Intro]

I can't seem to get happy

Maybe this will help

Are you Happy?


[Chorus]

I’ve been so, fucking alone

I just need someone to make me happy

I miss my, fucking friends

They’ve been gone for...

God knows how long


[Verse 1]

Been focusing on others I didn’t even notice myself

I didn’t see the fact I was hurting or I needed help

It’s terrible and I hate to admit it sadly..

That I really forgot about what just makes me happy

And everyone’s just fucking out there, living their lives

While I’m still inside, paralyzed, wishing to die

Everything I care about is being blocked by a wall

And I forgot about them, it feels like I lost it all

Best friends; We split apart

Girlfriend; Broke my heart

Got with someone else; Here come the lies

My friend from the summer commits suicide

And I'm screaming “dear god, give them back please!”

I want everything that I love back as I'm down on my knees

Give it all just to see them one last time

Then I can go back to the sadness and rhymes


[Chorus]

I’ve been so, fucking alone

I just need someone to make me happy

I miss my, fucking friends

They’ve been gone for...

God knows how long


[Verse 2]

If I say I’m happy, I know I’m wrong

I could feel joy but it won’t be for long

Can't get over my friends, I am still crushed

It looks like I’ll just never regain their trust

“Nothing lasts forever” but it was sooner

The group full of truth fell

Because of some rumors

The truth, then the rumors, that’s kind of ironic

The heart on my album, that’s kind of symbolic

It means that I’m broken, I cannot be fixed

My hopes and my dreams faded in the midst

My life has been nothing but sadness and hatred

I’ve been so alone I’ve been talking to satan

"The Man On My Left Shoulder" shout out Quadeca

My idols in music, I love and respect them

From Quad, to Ski, to X, to Logic

Don’t do music to get money in my pocket

It’s about what’s in my heart, not in my wallet

Doesn’t matter what I make, fuck all the profit

Use it as an outlet to say what I'm feeling

My music is medicine “I need some healing”

My music is for people who feel the same way

And take what I say and use it every day

Just know when you’re mad, or when you feel sappy

Just turn to the things in your life that can make you happy

It could be music or one of your passions

It could be stupid, it could be fashion

Don’t let them bring you down, they’re not above

Don’t let them stop you from doing what you love