Released on September 12, 2020

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[Hook]

Countin’ all my blessings ‘fore I eat up

We been down so long it’s hard to keep up

The lows can get so cold you start to freeze up

All these voices in my head tell me to ease up

Man, I just keep racing, gotta speed up

Play that instrumental, you know who I beat up

And we been balling hard I turn the heat up

At the bottom of a bottle where we meet up


[Verse 1]

I ain’t scared of losses no more that’s not how I feel

‘Member we was playing cards now I’m the one that has to deal

With the fake shit, can’t believe it, this was supposed to be for real

Bеtter tighten up your shoe lacе ‘fore you step out in them fields

I done graduated tho I never had a deal

I still shoot my shot, you might as well end up to get the kill

I been fighting with my demons ‘cause they fight against my will

As they tell me to relax and take it easy, homie chill

This one of them things they want me to believe in

Like a 9-5 relying on the weekend

I got bigger dreams shooting through the ceiling

I’m gon’ make it, yeah I always had this feeling

I’m gon’ pop, I’m gon’ make it outta here

Stay above on top of these horses, cavalier

The land of the free is where we’ll be, we disappear

Diamonds in the face to see my future crystal-clear


[Hook]

Countin’ all my blessings ‘fore I eat up

We been down so long it’s hard to keep up

The lows can get so cold you start to freeze up

All these voices in my head tell me to ease up

Man, I just keep racing, gotta speed up

Play that instrumental, you know who I beat up

And we been balling hard I turn the heat up

At the bottom of a bottle where we meet up


[Verse 2]

Yeah, I get in my feelings on a daily basis

Took so many steps but now it’s back to basics

I keep tryna figure out what it takes to replace this

Spent so many hours worrying ‘bout the stupid same shit

I ain’t tryna hate, I just had to get away

You can’t see me when I’m down for the games you used to play

Got wrapped up in my emotions and they hit with no delay

I pray the lord my soul to keep, one day he gon’ obey

We can’t force a lot, can’t afford to let it go

This that Polo Capalot we be droppin’ on the low

When we pull up to the spot we checkin’ every single flow

And when we go out for some more you never know just how it goes

Can’t deny the temptation

Mental prison, you can’t leave the situation, yeah

You’re chasing a whole new aspiration

Can’t find a replacement so I need a recreation, yeah


[Hook]

Countin’ all my blessings ‘fore I eat up

We been down so long it’s hard to keep up

The lows can get so cold you start to freeze up

All these voices in my head tell me to ease up

Man, I just keep racing, gotta speed up

Play that instrumental, you know who I beat up

And we been balling hard I turn the heat up

At the bottom of a bottle where we meet up