Kill myself - Intellectual

Lemme tell u how i feel

Cause i wanna steal your feelings

I’m getting jealous cause i cannot feel mine

Unless u really dig deep in my mind

U will not find a lurking fuck

Writing more then what i express physically

I want it all, u could keep the rest

Earning my way to the top because of the genius that produce and plot this project

Perfection is what i want

They think that i cannot make it to the top

You could just sit and watch

I wanna prove to them, never really believed in myself

Will always look down on myself

All it does is abuse my health

I should put the knife to good use and just kill myself

I should kill myself

Will i kill myself? prolly not

But it’s always good to plot

Always stay a step ahead

Smoking so much weed, all day in my bed

Might fuck around, end up dead

Flirting with a girl with a boyfriend

If they end it’s my fault

I guess it’s good to plot, it is all my fault

We can’t fuck around anymore but it’s just a taunt

I hope we get caught

Find out i’m a scumbag tell me to rot

Ima pothead yeah

Im fucked in the head yeah

Maybe we will last

Who knows

But being alone, this blows

But being alone, this blows yeah