I feel bliss

When i’m with her

She’s not around

I miss her

Stuck to concern

I might just learn

What being in love feels like

She’s the one i wanna fight for

She’s the one i wanna face every night to

Wanna face a blunt with you

Everything i wanna do with you

Sip on kaluah till our face go numb

Teenage life

We go dumb

Fuck it, i am one

Damn i gotta run

Yes i know im dumb

Before you everything felt empty

Fuck all that pity

It doesn’t fill me

Makes me feel shitty

Maybe you could heal me

Maybe it’ll kill me

Running in deep

19, im a creep

On my music

All i do is weep

Making me look weak

Man i wanna reach my peak

All my thoughts just leak

I am not a keeper

The reaper creepin lookin and searching for me

I cannot return

To the places i been

To the places i have seen

Yeah i think i am fien

Really wanna sip lean

But i wanna go clean

I don’t know what to be

I don’t know what to see

Anxiety fucks with me

Depression fucks with me

My thoughts fuck with me

But no one really fucks with me

So i don’t know what it could be

Maybe time could tell

And we will see

But right now i just hate me