Weighed down in a hotel

Talking to myself

Lately I've been there

Lurking around

Most times it’s torment

Waiting for perfect

So I'm clinging to something

That's better than now

Heaven knows what

Heaven knows what

Heaven knows what I’m living for

If yesterday's gone

Fuck the hang on

Heaven knows what I'm living for

I've got a grudge

On repeat

I've got a grudge

Cause I'm killing me

Mean acts of service

Serving their purpose

Bitter intentions

Buzzing around

Blare out the the flood lights

Dripping from my eyes

Can't see the day light

Piercing the ground

Heaven knows what

Heaven knows what

Heaven knows what I'm living for

If yesterday’s gone

Fuck the hang on

Heaven knows what I’m living for

I've got a grudge

On repeat

I’ve got a grudge

Cause I'm killing me

I've got a grudge

On repeat

I've got a grudge

Cause I’m killing me

Weighed down in a hotel

Talking to myself

Lately I've been there

Lurking around

Most times it's torment

Waiting for perfect

So I'm clinging to something

That's better than now