Consequences! - Intellectual

[Intro]

Oh, oh-oh, oh

Better off dead

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Wake up and my vision's clouded, I can't even think straight

Look up, demons all surrounding me, I'm going insane

Lately, I've been thinking 'bout the past, my heart slows down

Girl, I hate it when you come around

A-a-are we real? Is this really why we're living?

Is there really consequences for all of my decisions?

Baby, if I think about you right now

I'm falling apart, my therapist told me to let go

But I've been holding on to what we had

'Cause everything was perfect before it wеnt bad

Used to wake up with a smile and good thoughts in my hеad

But now, lately, I've been thinking that I'm better off dead

Zoning out, I'm thinking 'bout the things that you said

Now every morning, I can't even get out my bed

Te-te-tears roll down my face

No one to wipe them away

Can't sleep, I'm feeling my heart race

As I wonder why you didn't stay with me

Yeah, I'm tired of feeling like this every day, wanna run away

Baby, can you hear me calling for your name?

Are-are we real? Is this really why we're living?

Is there really consequences for all of my decisions?

Baby, if I think about you ri-right now

I'm falling apart, my therapist told me to let go

But I've been holding on to what we had

'Cause everything was perfect before it went ba-a-ad

Used to wake up with a smile and good thoughts in my head

B-b-but now, lately, I've been thinking that I'm better off dead

Zoning out, I'm thinking 'bout the things that you said

Now every morning, I can't even get out my bed

Yeah, yeah