Push and pull, bend and break

Sunspots pulsing; tunnel vision collapse

I violently recoil and realize I'm still awake

Daylight recollections of lifetimes long past

And then comes the night...

No moon and no stars

Just my world decaying behind mental bars

Visions of a spherical life

Distorting down into a single dimension:

Permanent despair

Bitter solace in solitude