Heavy

By ClockworC

Released on January 7, 2022

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[Verse 1: ClockworC]

I got no hunger for that bread but I'm a punishment glutton

Feeling like an old-head I got that Benjamin Button

And I've been running but this ain't no phase or new

It's still stunning what I'm setting my phases to, uh

Dazed and abused, living days in the blues

Paid dues and was shaken away by strange crude

Given the youth and it wasted away in strange brew

Took a few Ws but them Ls how I grew

My mind is what I'm out of when left in to paddle waters

So I soak it up and turn it all into my can and find a way

How to be so stupid dude, who done with the dominance

Here's your pride, now this is masochism at its most competent

I'm a problem for mysеlf and anybody around me

You done thunk I grew gills all thе time I've been drowning so

Hear me loud with my decibel down

I'll take nothing over fake so get the fuck from around me


[Chorus: ClockworC]

Just wanna be free, don't wanna be king

I'll just wear it on my shoulders if the crown too heavy for me

(I didn't want it anyway)

Just wanna be free, don't wanna be king

I'll just wear it on my shoulders if the crown too heavy for me


[Verse 2: ClockworC]

You can find me where that rubber hit the road again

Stringing together an itty-bitty violin

Singing a sad song for a past loss

I've been broken up about it but I'm on the mend

'Cause my dreams gotta reach past reality

Sky may be falling but that view should be my canopy

Biting on the hand that feed, everything my enemy

Dying to be present decompressing with my family

I never plead less I must, just to let 'em know

I got a little humility left up in my blood

The only one I know that can shed a tear while I feel none

Praying everything I pray for don't come

Look for love but I'm hideous, trust, I find it on my way up to the top where I'm gonna jump

Give my pennies up, wish me plenty luck

But I don't need it, I'm a beast up in the clutch


[Chorus: ClockworC]

Just wanna be free, don't wanna be king

I'll just wear it on my shoulders if the crown too heavy for me

(I didn't want it anyway)

Just wanna be free, don't wanna be king

I'll just wear it on my shoulders if the crown too heavy for me