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[Verse 1: Pusha T]

Lord, I've seen em comin'

Please don't take my breath away from me while I'm runnin'

They got me jumpin', from these slugs that they gunnin'

Simple and plain, it ain't a game no more, they headhuntin'

Listen, Lord, I'm scared, fearin' for dead

I'm racin with these hollow points whistling past my head

Who ever said that life's easy? Come teach me Lord

Cause it's the only way for you to reach me

So - many - nights - I've - cried

So - many - times - I've - lied

So - many - of mine - have died

But I - still keep you - inside

Lord, help me get away, give me some wings

So I can fly away, please don't let my family cry today

No longer am I choosin' the wronger over the righter way

Anything you say, just show me a brighter day, huh?


[Hook]

My eyes are so scarred

Blind, so I go hard

No matter the robbery

I hope he watches over me

My eyes are so scarred

Blind, so I go hard

No matter the robbery

I hope he watches over me


[Verse 2: Malice]

Lord, I never asked you for none of this

Now I'm contemplatin' suicide, how it come to this?

Lord, please explain what we livin' in

How I know right from wrong but still choose livin' in sin

Lord, if this a test, can you tell me that

Will I pass or at the end will I feel your wrath?

I try to do right but the wrong always held me back

My moms tell me this but the flesh tell me that

Lord, listen, I know you see the way we act up

With no remorse for the cats who got clapped up

I told them once, turned around, even told them twice

Tried to let em live but by the third it was nothin' nice

Lord, is there a clue that you can send me

To help me out just so that you don't condemn me?

What would you have done had you would've been me

How was I to know money bred envy? Uh


[Hook]

My eyes are so scarred

Blind, so I go hard

No matter the robbery

I hope he watches over me

My eyes are so scarred

Blind, so I go hard

No matter the robbery

I hope he watches over me


[Verse 3: Malice]

Lord, how do I live in a world that is so insane?

With little joy but there's double pain

I know you gotta see everything that's on my brain

And I don't make the rules, I only play the game

And I'ma win, lying, cheating or stealing

If robbing means that I'm eating, I will

If I gotta live this life then I'm packin a steel

Survival of the fittest and I go for the kill


[Verse 4: Pusha T]

Uh, Lord, if you want then I will listen in

Temptation is a bitch, diamonds be glistenin

It's like the Devil be comin up and kissin men

Had Terrar out there hustling, missling

When I speak, you don't always respond back

Right now, you got me waiting on the call back

Lord, I beg that you don't ever let me fall back

Regardless what I do, you know where my heart's at right?


[Hook]

My eyes are so scarred

Blind, so I go hard

No matter the robbery

I hope he watches over me

My eyes are so scarred

Blind, so I go hard

No matter the robbery

I hope he watches over me