Released on September 15, 2022

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[Chorus]

I don't wanna make up, I don't wanna wake up

I just wanna break up, everybody fakers-

Smiling through the pain, take this shit away

Man, I really hate feeling this way


[Post-Chorus]

Man, I really hate feeling this way

Man, I really hate feeling this way

Man, I really hate feeling this way


[Verse]

It's okay to cry, they say

But how can I cry when I'm numb in the brain

It's selfish to die, they say

But how can I live when I'm feeling this way

Running through the motions like seasons

Trying to find something to believe in

I'm a mess and I know it, caught up in the motions

Mixing up these potions, pourin' up my soda

They say I got disorders, they think I'm bipolar

But I don't give a fuck, no

I'm addicted to my bankrolls

I just lose some mind to think [?]


[Interlude: Dialogue]

(How would you describe your image in the media?

How would I describe my image in the med- Yes

Yes, how would you describe it?

I was on a train thinking in my head [?])


[Chorus]

I don't wanna make up, I don't wanna wake up

I just wanna break up, everybody faker

Smiling through the pain, take this shit away

Man, I really hate feeling this way


[Post-Chorus]

Man, I really hate feeling this way

Man, I really hate feeling this way

Man, I really hate feeling this way


[Outro]

Hey, hey

Hey, hey