Released on February 17, 2023

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[Verse 1]

I was hardly in the back of the bus, and I couldn't figure it out

There was nineteen, maybe twenty of us, felt like I could just do without

It's like a bad dream, tryna keep my eyes shut and I'm starting to doubt

If I'll find lightning in a bottle, 'cause I've never had anyone


[Pre-Chorus]

So, if I don't stay, will it matter?

'Cause there's no way to break the pattern


[Chorus]

And I don't wanna feel alone

My past is not my fault

But my world keeps on breaking

It's always been the same

Half-drunk, friends feeling like strangers

Nothing ever changes

I know I'm forever dancing all alone


[Verse 2]

I've been running before I knew how to walk, when will I ever stop?

Always five feet too far from the ones who said they'd love me for who I was

And the silence of the beat of my heart has never been any louder

And it's frightening if I always end up feeling no one's around


[Pre-Chorus]

So, if I don't stay, will it matter?

'Cause there's no way to break the pattern


[Chorus]

And I don't wanna feel alone

My past is not my fault

But my world keeps on breaking

It's always been the same

Half-drunk, friends feeling like strangers

Nothing ever changes

I know I'm forever dancing all alone


[Outro]

Dancing all alone

Dancing all alone