Everything in circles

Numb acceptance for what’s changed

For it is too late now, I know

I hope one day you have my sight

Feel and understand

Please

Know my pain:

Where have you gone? I've been waiting too long

Dust around me from the time spent stagnant

I have not grown, have not let go

There’s no way for me to grasp how you could

I find myself. I find myself lost

Times of light and then absence thereof

When all seems lost, empty and defeated

All I have to turn to are those images already lived

Already loved. Already gone

Where have you gone? I've been waiting too long

Dust around me from the time spent stagnant

I have not grown, have not let go

There’s no way for me to grasp how you could

Nothing lasts forever, kill or be killed

In this life so far, all that I've learned

Let go of your foundations or suffer

Unless that’s just me…