I found myself neck deep

With another promise that I could not keep to myself

My own personal hell, travelling down the desolate trail

Anxiety creeping in, all too familiar with this sinking feeling

I wanted to be set free, but the lies in my mind tend to leave me reeling

It's so cold here, in the water

And I never, thought it would be like this

I step back, it's so bad, my thoughts are swimming

And it's not for me

When will this crippling aching end

Masquerading that it is my friend

Terrified of what's in store

Expecting the worst due to thе scars that formed

Still sinking, still reeling, hyper-aware of all thе time it's stealing

Well aware of the cost of the loss, as the body's beginning to take on frost

God I want to be set free, from another promise that I cannot keep to myself

My own personal hell, still travelling down the desolate trail

It's so cold here, in the water

And I never, thought it would be like this

I step back, it's so bad, my thoughts are swimming

And it's not for me

It's so cold here, in the water

And I never, thought it would be like this

I step back, it's so bad, my thoughts are swimming

And it's not for me

When will this crippling aching end

Masquerading that it is my friend

I'm needing to be set free, but the lies in my mind tend to leave me reeling

God I wanna to be set free

I wanna be set free

I wanna be set free

I wanna be set free