Get drunk, I get high

Get home, I wonder why

Get lost, get high

Coming down, I get why

Going fast, going small

I just don't know where to go

Going down, gonna be the best

Bad dreams in my head

I'm a soldier

Can't find, confused

Get a grip on what to choose

Can't strain, restrained

I'm aware of this problem now

True nature, feeling pain

Bad (fighting), ...

Brainwashed and brain-dead

Lot of words in my head

I'm a soldier