I been up all night and I just been writin

Making chill songs, it’s only me waitin’

Tryna make my mark, and I’m never ever bitin’

Tryna find my purpose, dunno what I’m statin’

Making my statement, but nobody read

Made my holy book, but it’s stuck up in my head

I’ve been feelin’ kinda lost, can’t find no saviour

Sayin I’ve just sinned, and nobody will save ya

You’ll reach that edge and never come back

So I write it all down and release it as a track

Ignoring my message, saying it sound whack

Wanna put in work, but it’s hard to not slack

When the worlds out to get ya, can’t find self care

Stuck in oblivion, can’t go nowhere

Things felt better, as I shed another tear

Listening to Mac, as the walk led to fear

Took 2 step back, and one step forward

Tryna just vibe, as I’m sat in the corner

Watchin life go by, as I’m swimmin in the water

Water turn to wine, as I forget my rhymes

Throw out that scheme, it’s just me and my pen

Will I feel happy, cause I’m wonderin’ just when

Will I feel better, cause I’m wonderin’ just when

Feelin’ confused, as I’m tryna feel zen

This ain’t no title track, this the Mr Depressed

This ain’t just for fun, these those thoughts I repressed

I Used to feel holy, screaming I’m blessed

Now I’m just lonely, who coulda guessed

It’s the birth of legacy, death of my sanity

Remembered through the ages, but not livin happily

I kid myself, and I’m just livin’ anxiously

Tryna be John Wick, but only got the tragedies

Sayin I’m alright, Sayin I’m alright

Sayin I’m alright, Sayin I’m alright

I’ll get my head in gear, sayin’ I’m alright

Feels like all I’m doing is sayin I’m alright

Still

I thought life would be fun, I thought it'd be great

Now I'm just writing until it super late

Tryna get moving, no t even tied my lace

Wondering where to gn o when I can't find my place

Forever ever feeling lost, fuck knows my fate

Taking out the calendar, marking down the date

It's the day that I lost, the day Clevva found his face

Better get running even though it ain't a race

The walls are moving in, I'm starting to feel squashed

Starting to feel trapped as they nail me to my cross

I was only getting started when they me I'd lost

Grab hold of God's hand and it all felt soft

You ain't served your purpose kid, you ain't served your purpose

Why'd you waste your life, was it really really worth it?

You ain't served your purpose kid, you ain't served your purpose

Why'd you waste your life, was it really really worth it?

Then he turned me back around, told me to smile again

I questioned my reality and kept on smiling

Looked in the mirror and all I saw was fear

I'm looking back fondly. Wondering what I'll hear

The clock stopped still, even though it still ticking

My mind stopped still, even though my body kicking

Why don't you let go, why you such a fucking a chicken

Realise i gotta take it Back, straight to the beginning

Rewinding through rhymes, Rewinding through time

It's you the against the world. But you gotta make a mark

Sayin I’m alright, Sayin I’m alright

Sayin I’m alright, Sayin I’m alright

I’ll get my head in gear, sayin’ I’m alright

Feels like all I’m doing is sayin I’m alright

Still