[Verse 1: Clever]

I think that I would rather live my days in silence

But I can't help but hear the voices in my head

Now all they talk about is cigarettes and violence

And I start mistaking all their thoughts for mine instead

[Chorus: Clever]

And so I'm sittin' here, smokin' this square

Loadin' up this gun, I wasn't born like this

I've just been through some things

I've just been through some things

And now I'm sittin' here, smokin' this square

Loadin' up this gun, I wasn't born like this

I've just been through some things

I've just been through some things

[Verse 2: Clever & BEXEY]

Come take a walk with me, you won't feel no pain

Talk is cheap, so I don't say one thing

And on my name, no money, call me handsome

Your namе's on her belly, I'm a real romancеr

I think I'll find a hiding place for this revolver

Before I choose to go and stick it in your face

I'll probably need another smoke when this is over

I've brought two lighters and two bullets just in case

[Chorus: Clever & BEXEY]

But now I'm sittin' here, smokin' this square

Loadin' up this gun, I wasn't born like this

I've just been through some things (Through some things)

I've just been through some things (Been through some things)

Now I'm sittin' here, smokin' this square

Loadin' up this gun, I wasn't born like this

I've just been through some things (Been through some things)

I've just been through some things (Through some things)

[Verse 3: BEXEY]

I could give you a semester about what this delusion is

And I don't know if I ever lose or win

Big headed with tough skin, never find a noose that fits

Mood swings got me sinnin', I've been through some things

I'm a G.O.D. in my head

Narcissism and some of that suicidal depression

Too much weight is on my chest

It's hard to listen 'cause there ain't no answers to my questions

They wanna break me down 'til there's nothing left to break (yea)

Lunatic, I'm pacing around like I'm captivated

Like an animal that's been caged up

Let free, can't move, too used to the radius

Anything she needs, she just gonna say the word

Flowers grew the second you threw my name in the dirt

Wasn't born like this, no pain when it burns

I'm blessed, I'm cursed, I'm possessed, I'm turning

[Outro: BEXEY]

But I wasn't born like this

I've just been through some things

I wasn't born like this

I've just been through some things