[Intro]

(Yeah, yeah, ooh)

Ay Tjay, you made this?

(Yeah, yeah, ooh-ooh-ooh)

(La la la la la)

(Tired of not- mmh)

(La la la la la)

(Tired of not- tired of not-)

(Tired of not- tired of not-)

[Chorus]

And I'm tired of not saying "I need help"

I'm inside a race, and I'm running from myself

Choppa on my waist, keep that shit below the belt

"See heaven in your eyes" but inside my mind, it's hell (-Mind it's hell)

[Verse 1]

And "I love you" Get the fuck out my face

They not hearing the shit that I say

Everyday I been going through pain, [?] they won't take it away

And I know I can't run away

I can't end it, 'cause what would they say?

If I end it, then what would they think?

Thinking 'bout that, has my mind going blank

[Bridge]

Only 15, got more chapters

No, this not 'bout a girl I'm after

Missing days that were filled with laughter

Thinking 'bout it, it don't even matter

Missing days when I ain't have a phone

Missing days when I ain't care 'bout my looks

There is so much shit that has happened in my life, I wish I could put it in a book

[Verse 2]

I don't know how the world revolves

Don't know where to look

Rainy days, everyday

That's why I wear a hood

"Wondering how you been" telled them I been good

Yeah, yeah, even if it's not just how it looks

[Verse 3]

Wanted it bad, but somehow girl we couldn't last

[?] How you end up in my fucking past?

Can't do the math, ain't have the time to deal with that

You wrap your arms around my neck, then I would grip your ass

[Hook]

But it's over now, it's over now

Said it's over now, it's over now

Said it's over now, it's over now

Said it's over, sorry, but it's over

[Outro]

In a world so cold

Need to find my coat

Sometimes I don't even know

(Who I am, who I am)

(Sorry, baby, that I did you bad)

(Sorry, baby, that you did me bad)

(Sorry, that we did each other bad)

(I really thought that it would last, yeah)