Hostage

By Cjbeards

Released on July 2, 2021

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[Verse 1]

I try to wipe all the tears away

I don’t know why I’m crying

My heart’s ok I don’t hurt so bad

I’m just mourning the time, that I lost

Don’t tell me I can’t have it

When I want it don’t tell me I can’t have it

When I want don’t tell me I can’t have it

When I want it, when I want


[Pre-Chorus]

When I, when I want

When I, when I want it

When I, when I want

When I


[Chorus]

I feel like your hostage not your lover

Hidden under covers

You only love me when you wake up

Is it me or am I not enough

Then you leave and I’m hollow

Some days I get so low

There has to be a way out


[Verse 2]

I’m just killing time

Waiting for the sickness to take me away

And I won’t fight it

I don’t need no more than I already got

When I want


[Pre-Chorus]

When I, when I want

When I, when I want it

When I, when I want

When I


[Chorus]

I feel like your hostage not your lover

Hidden under covers

You only love me when you wake up

Is it me or am I not enough

Then you leave and I’m hollow

Some days I get so low

There has to be a way out


[Verse 3]

Hostage not your lover

Hidden under covers

You only love me when you wake up

Is it me or am I not enough

Then you leave and I’m hollow

Some days I get so low

There has to be a way out