[Verse 1: CJay]

Hey, all my life I been through the pain and suffering

It's still the same but I can't complain for nothin'

Lames claimin' they aim, how they bang and bustin'

Really you pussy cuz all of you gangsta's bluffin'

The ones who bang, they bang for something

Takin' lives in order to maintain and hustling

Ain't it thuggin'? man I'm buggin' just thinkin' of it

Fuck it, let me change the subject cuz I ain't the man to fuck with

Now I'm losing my homeboys, asking god will I die young

Felt my momma cried once when she gave birth that nine months

Paranoia, life's a story, can't tell it for ya, my selfish aura

Wear a seat belt, it's helpful for ya

Rest in peace, Miguel Tabora

[Hook 1: CJay]

Pain.... Pain

Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain

Pain, Pain

Pain, Pain, Pain

[Verse 2: CJay]

For years, I knew a street nigga named Tim

Who had twin, they cut my hair whenever I needed a trim

But it's been like three years since I seen my nigga

Now I'm hearing how his life came to an end

He had a bitch that set him up and caught him selling drugs out of his apartment

Now I'm in the dark tint, me and my marksman ready to spark them as soon as they walk in

Buck Buck Buck, naw I wouldn't do that

So why they think I'm criminal minded, the system is blinded

And if I was violent I would take a cop, chop his ass

Leave him stranded on Gilligan's Island

Wildin', I'm for the bible but I'm sort of psycho

Racing a motorcycle while sippin' NyQuil

Call my mom cuz I'll be gone tomorrow

Rest in Peace, John Lamond

[Hook 2: CJay]

(Repeat)

[Verse 3: CJay]

Now pay attention as I tell you a story

This one is about a woman who adored me

Surely blessed cuz lord she's gorgeous

And she's well(well) over forty(forty)

I wish god could've warned me, she was in my life then she had to leave shortly

And I don't like the sound of goodbye, why did she have to die in 2005

Inside can you see a grown man cry?

If he denied, he lied to hide in his pride

And I don't give a fuck if these bitches hurt me

We shoulda never took that trip to Jersey

Then she wouldn't have had a Bloodclot

What's the point that I'm trynna make?

That woman is my grandma

Rest In Peace, Adina May

[Outro: CJay]

Say all my life I been through the pain and suffering

It's still the same but I can't complain for nothin'

Lames claimin' they aim, how they bang and bustin'

Really you pussy cuz all of you gangsta's bluffin'

The ones who bang they bang for something

Takin' lives in order to maintain and hustlin'

Ain't it thuggin? Man I'm buggin' just thinkin' of it

Fuck it, let me change the subject cuz I ain't the man to fuck with