[Verse 1: CJay]

I'm the sole lonely loner that you neglected

You didn't see my true colors until that fucking Rubik's Cube connected

95 percent of my life I've been sad and gloomy

Wish that I can truthfully say that I had a dad that knew me

So guess who taught me how to be a man

Go figure, not these broke niggas; my mom didn't need a hand

That's the true meaning of being a single parent

I don't agree with these so called father figures that's incoherent

Loving at night but you were scornful the morning after

Can't ignore disaster; ain't no shame I was born a bastard

Bet I could travel the world in a month

Touch the clouds but still wouldn't get the girl that I want

Now my head losing it; look in my bed, who's in it?

No one, so I'm in my room RedTubing it

You trynna be harder than I the harder you try

Aren't you high bitch I be that star in the sky

[Hook 1: CJay]

Never thought I would be the only one

I Never thought I would be the only one

Never thought I would be the only one

Never thought that I would be the only one

[Verse 2: CJay]

Yo all I see is me; some people say I'm a selfish man

But you gotta do it yourself cuz nobody will lend a helping hand

Growing up I didn't have nothing

I can't afford it so every little thing I get I'm thankful for it

Been grinding, what's on my mind is I deserve some respect

Work till the death and I won't stop till I worked up a sweat

Life is a giant middle finger; all I get is a fuck you

There ain't a father figure to look up to

A single mother, a little brother, an older sister

Cold as winter so when you gone who the fuck suppose to miss you?

Besides your blood and the one above

Getting my heartbroken made me realize that I don't wanna love

Unless someone does have love for me

I will enjoy your company, what else more do you want for me?

I said I will enjoy your company what else more do you want from me?

[Hook 2: CJay]

[Verse 3: CJay]

Can you envision a man with a plan stranded on an empty road

Bag full of clothes but he barely knows where to go?

All he knows is where he's headed, he has a destination

A couple people that chose to follow him but the rest was hatin'

Told em' it was his time but he had no estimation

Impatient he wouldn't stop until he sees the death of Satan

So he continues to thrive while others make it hard

Some say it's odd, every morning and night he prays to God

Asking why my people trapped in the ghetto

Half of us rebels and you wonder why they strapped with the medal

I thought an officers job was to protect and to serve

Instead of doing that all they do is arrest and disturb

And on top of that it's impossible, how can we survive a 9 to 5, including feeding a family of five

So keep your head up and strive and never let up inside

You will rise whether you're dead or alive

Right?

[Hook 3: CJay]

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