Rigormortis

By CJ Run

On Here For Now

Released on March 1, 2019

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Chorus:

Back and forth, Back and forth its

Rigormor, Rigormortis

You want more, I ignore it

I can’t help, I’m so selfish

Back and forth, Back and forth its

Rigormor, Rigormortis

You want more, I ignore it

I can’t help, I’m so selfish

Verse 1:

Let me start of by saying this course shoulda never run as long as it did

Even when I look back on all the years we shoulda cut it down to 6

Months

We were far too different, glitching up our systems

All that glitters is not gold I knew this from beginning

First we go left, then we go right

Words that I say ending up in a fight

Tears in your eyes, what a kinder surprise

Pad of the thumb lemme use it to dry

I don’t wanna say what’s sitting on my mind

Cause you might lose it and call it a night

You’re so fine like dining should be

I’m so blind by how you do me

Do me to me you say screw me

Then you call me on my phone

And you know me so much better than to leave an answer tone

So here we go again

Listen to your friends

I’m sure this must be hard for you but we cannot pretend

We go…

Chorus:

Back and forth, Back and forth its

Rigamor, Rigamortis

You want more, I ignore it

I can’t help, I’m so selfish

Back and forth, Back and forth its

Rigamor, Rigamortis

You want more, I ignore it

I can’t help, I’m so selfish

Verse 2:

Only ever went on like a couple dates

Guess thats fine right?

Mentalities hardly ali-ign

Ain't always gotta match my fly, right?

But these little things became bigger things

Then you bank on me for a wedding ring

But like hypothetically so

Anywhere I wanna you go

Say girl what are your dreams?

Couldn’t even see passed 2019

Oh so neuro-typical me

Couldn’t understand you

I could hardly handle

All these ideals that I wanted to dismantle

Back and forth, Back and forth

Rigamor, Rigamor

You want more, I ignore

I can’t help, I’m so sel, I’m so sel, I’m so sel

Made love hotter than inner city properties

Take me back to serendipity

Late nights under my blanket

What you did to me was not damage

Now that you’re gone, tell me how i’m gone’ cope baby how’m I gone’ manage? x2

Break:

I been down on my old self for time, ooooh iiiii

Wake up and see you on my side, oooh IIII

Don’t love you like I did once upon a tiiiiiime

Call it what you want, but don't call it a night

Loving me’s unethical consumption but we don’t have the gumption to leave

So here’s where we’ll be

Maybe I can break your heart more gently in the next liiiife

Unethical consumption but we don't have the gumption to leave