[Verse 1: Logan Jahr]

I'd carry your pain like it's paradise

If only to see you one last time

I can't even think of spending one more night

Reliving the moment I felt your life fade

And I knew there was nothing left for me

(If I had known I would've done anything)

I'm fading further from myself

(If I had known would you still be here?)

Your haunting dream is keeping me alive

[Verse 2: Duncan Green]

A chorus of faces suspended in agony

If I call out I know I'll forget your name

I'd rather bear the weight than let you slip away

Can you forgive me

Or should I bury you further

Push you further to the back of mind

And forget that night?

[Chorus: Duncan Green & Logan Jahr]

As soon as I felt your life fade

I knew there was nothing left for me, for me

If I had known, I would've done anything

If I had known, would you still be here?

The last time I held you, we were breaking down

Breaking apart

[Post-Chorus: Duncan Green]

Why didn't I know then?

I should've known but I couldn't tell myself

[Bridge: Duncan Green]

Just beneath the surface

I should've given you up, I should've let you go

Now I'm just dying to find you

In the dark as I fall apart

I'm just dying to find you within myself

I'll carry the weight; the life that you gave

[Chorus: Duncan Green & Logan Jahr]

As soon as I felt your life fade

I knew there was nothing left for me, for me

If I had known, I would've done anything

If I had known, would you still be here?

The last time I held you, we were breaking down

[Outro: Logan Jahr]

The thoughts in my head are not my own

Just going in circles

The curtains are drawn but I'm not alone

Just going in circles