(Intro)

Oh man, why I gotta deal with this shit like of it was God's plan

To bring my spirits down to look like a clown and too be stepped on like sand

But if you hear me now god then I got one and final demand

Remove these issues from my life

Cause you can set it right

So my life won't be bland

(Verse)

I'm tired of getting treated like I got a disability

Sanity was just a dream why am I in this mental facility

Just cause I express myself in music you must be kidding me

But when I express myself in music

That's when you see the real me

I was struggling just to walk on water

I can only do it when it freezes

All because I ain't know Jesus

Guys I just wanted to be like him

Who you talking about rilo

I'm talking about Eminem

I put his songs on and kept listening to him

And hear his pain on how he used to struggle with Hailey and Kim

A reason that I made this album was cause of revival

I don't know what happened but I stopped being suicidal

But now I'm making my original songs

And for those who waited I'm sorry that I took so long

It was just that at the time I knew I wasn't ready

But now I know when writing rhymes I gotta take it slow and steady

Now I'm growing as a lyricist

And learning how to take a risk

And I know the ways to get better than this

But still, I can't say that I'm blessed

Cause I still deal with things that always get me stressed

Worse than that is a pain that hits hard on your chest

You are not able to catch any rest

You still want to be at your best

All you want to do is get a chance to be great

But now you gotta deal with all of this fucking hate

Now, how much more this you'll be able to take

Before you get to wishing that this was all just fake

And hoping things will change for your own sake's

Then you start to question if this was just a mistake

But that don't mean shit now you can start your Redemption

For some reason that's something that I keep forgetting to mention

And you're not alone that's what I always been stressing

I'll make sure I help you through it cause this is our resurrection