(Intro)

Shout out to everybody who supported me

But if you doubted me then this song is for you

For what you put me through

With your fuck boy crew

If you only knew

The pain I dealt with

If you were me you would have felt it

But with this shit now you gonna regret it cause..

(Hook)

The hate was on me, the hate, the hate was on me

But this is gonna be my redemption, my redemption

They always shut me down

Cause they like it when I'm helpless on the ground

But this is now my redemption, my redemption

(Verse 1)

When I was young

I thought that life was fun

I sprung into action but that's when the bullshit begun

I was only 6 years old when a nigga spat on my face

That was his way of saying that I'm just a fucking disgrace

I was a weak bitch, I couldn't fix the situation

It was just a violation of my well being and self creation

At the time I wanted to fight back but I was hesitant

But even if I won I still wouldn't be relevant

I was young, thinking that I was cursed

The public always treated me like I'm the scum of the earth

Why these people always wanna act so mean

Don't they know they weigh heavy on my self-esteem

But all I could do, was accept it for fuck sakes

How much more of this do you think I'll be able to take

I couldn't react cause of the people constant pressure

So how am I supposed to get a chance at getting better

But now I'm woke and I'm much more clever

But I'm still getting picked on for the people's fucking pleasure

This situation happened at best for 6 years

In the past you bet your ass that I was shedding some tears

I ain't know what to do

I wish I just had a clue

Felt like I had the flu cause of the bullshit that I go through

I was 9 and was still feeling sick

I still had to deal with a bunch of bitches and pricks

It was just impossible

For me to be unstoppable

I gotta face these obstacles

If I wanna be phenomenal

Now I know this is how it all works

But I hope in the process I don't end up going berserk

Cause that's the only thing I don't want happening now

Cause I don't wanna get worse when they already put me down

But now I gotta be, a whole different me

Made a change in my life but they just don't wanna believe because...

(Hook)

(Verse 2)

Years later now they telling me I can't be smart

Fuck now in falling apart cause them words impacted my heart

Damn that's just one thing that stayed the same

My heart still weak from when I was 6 and that's a shame

My so called friends was putting shit on my name

They was cock blocking my dreams of getting my fame

Aren't ya two faced bitches supposed to be helping me

But the fact that I trusted ya that was the death of me

I was only just used

And the kids we're amused

At me being abused

I was mentally scarred and bruised

My parents and teachers, they was never aware

But if they was there I bet you they wouldn't even care

All this time I was in an inescapable prison

Was there something I was missin

To feel free is what I be wishin

Cause I was tired of the way I was treated

I felt like this was it like if I was finally defeated

I was a scumbag, with a value of a cum rag

That one and done shit

And no one would even try to brag

I'm not innocent I'm not saying that

But I didn't do no crazy shit for me to get attacked

In my youth I was never fine

I ran out of time

I couldn't claim shit that was supposedly mine

But fuck it, I guess it's my time to mention

That this is the final form of my redemption

For those who doubted me, ya gonna learn ya lesson

That I always been stressin

That of course I'm a fucking blessing

My words is what i'm truly expressing

And to the top I go that's where ima be heading

You can say that this is my revenge

Cause I got a lot of people that I just gotta offended

All I gotta say ready up my friends

Cause a fight like this just can never seem to end because..

(Hook)