I'm not myself

Breathing, but not awake

I've come to realize, there's not much more for me

Left in this life en route to end

I feel ashamed

Damned, lost and blamed

Tryin' to convince myself that this couldn't be my fault

Yet still I plead you to forgive me

Don't want to leave you, yet I don't have any choice

As I'm sinking into the void

And I won't stop yearning

As the dark waves drift me away

I'm giving up

My vision's turning dark

I've lost my sense, my heart, my hopes and my beliefs

These curtains close into eclipse

Don't want to leave you, yet I don't have any choice

As I'm sinking into the void

And I won't stop yearning

As the dark waves drift me away