[Intro: ?]

I am God..spoken good

We've lost it all, the love is gone

She has won, now it's no fun

We've lost it all, the love is gone..

[Verse 1: CinoS]

Look: self-mutilation, surrounded in starvation, public humiliation

You'll never know what we face when iodine the lips and the brain

I can barely remember my name, my mind is going insane

Head-first in a pile of cocaine

So deranged, hurt, and confused

Broke, cold, and abused

It seems I was born to lose and society seems amused

But why not, they lied to me

Rape victims have cried to me, murderers confide in me

All my friends cut ties to me

So let my sins soak, let my soul rise

Only one option: suicide

I been there and I tried twice

Slit wrists, I applied ice

Cyanide in the cold Sprite, I smoked dreams in this meth pipe

I can't lie, at one time, it felt awesome

But now that I walk alone, is there any more room in that coffin?

Out of control, black hole, and nobody plans to stop me

I put my trust in God's hands, he dropped me..

[Hook: ?]

And we tried..oh, how we cried

We lost ourselves, the love is dried

And oh, we tried, you and I

We left a chance, we lost the fight

[Verse 2: CinoS]

Look: Our future shade of grey, I look to a darker day

Just tell me why we we're lied to, why were we left astray?

All work, with nothin' to gain, body immersed in pain

Diplomas covered in blood, I look to the sky (make it rain)

So many things that never were said, bullets that's filled with lead

Skeletons in my closet, heels up under my bed

I swear to the sword above my head, damn, shouldn't I be dead?

The strategy was blasphemy, entangled in Charlotte's web

You treat us like we're diseased, you put me in quarantine

Then you expect me to plead, drop to my knees, and pray in need?

But fuck no, that's tribal, no I won't stay idle

I'll rip pages out of this Bible, 'til you tell me why you are my idol

But, I'm so broken, they offer me

A chance at a new life is what they're offering

I'm feeling so strong, it's radical

Cash down, that's practical, the power is just too magical..

[Hook: ?]

And we-e-e-e-e-e had magic

And thi-i-i-i-i-i-s is tragic

You could keep you..

And we-e-e-e-e-e had magic

And thi-i-i-i-i-i-s is tragic

You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

[Talking: CinoS]

Ok, thirteenth order, chapter one; understanding the three rings: power, self, and chaos

He, he controls chaos, owns, the ultimate power

[Talking: ?]

I believe the Chaos Theory in psychology is not that different from uh-uh-uh-uh physics in the point

Except they have [???] component

Um, chaos basically says: can we make a long-term predication of any kind of a system?

If I'm afraid of, uh, being mugged in New York City walking down the street, I will become very, very cautious

As I become cautious, I become a target

Therefore, I am inviting the very thing that I'm afraid of

So yes, I think that chaos, uh, and the fear of chaos, actually invites more chaos

[Outro: ?]

I feel like the world's been infected

And somehow you left me neglected

We found our lives been changed, babe

You lost me..