Self Therapy

By Cilo

On LOS

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[Intro]

I spent my childhood scribbling inside the classroom

I'm an asshole always in a bad mood

Too scared to come home to tell my mom the bad news

My daddy ain't around he only wanted cash shoes


[Verse 1]

Life probably work out my name is Mathew

But the shit you got on [?]

Shit I might die early but I die fly

I'm in my [?] in Mykonos sipping [?]

Graduated from college I couldn't get a job, that shit rubbed me the wrong way like a bad massage

Could've been in the streets getting money instead

You saying that I spent this bread just to get some head?

Look, that's the only thing that came with it

Cause pеople still treat me likе I look like I be banging shit

My momma a burden so I gotta make the banging shit

Twisted my fingers in jackets, had to make the hanger rip

Yeah, twelve hundred for the car, this real fur tell PETA fuck off

I be in the whip with the top cut off

I be so quiet people think I can't talk, uh


[Chorus]

I ain't with the bullshit that you on

I don't give a fuck about what you want

I don't give a fuck what you know

Bitch it's big Los, butterfly doors


[Verse 2]

I'm the best rapper out, ten years of running verses

Had to figure out the production but now it's perfect

24 years and only scratching the surface

Listening to y'all so I can list out who the worse is

When my momma was young, I was young

This shit ain't rapping it's god speaking in tongues

I never do it for the money, do it for the love

But they giving me they money cause they love me yuh

Love to see me winning cause we all win

And you never seen a Benz driving Indian

Yeah, they want you in a Jeep Cherokee

And a Pontiac like "man this shit a parody"

Started rapping cause I couldn't afford therapy

But even therapy ain't solving no disparities

Yeah, aye looking for clarity

Uh, this shit ain't what it appear to be


[Outro]

Looking for Clarity

Shit ain't what it appear to be

If you fucking pick on people that ain't got nothing to do with you, I will come to you and TK whatever the fuck

Yeah that's my fault? Look at it closely! Look at it closely! It's my fault huh?