Change

By Cilc

On SADASS

Released on November 14, 2017

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[Chorus]

I'm just trying to change

I'm just trying to change

Feel's like i'm deranged

And it's driving me insane

I'm just trying to change

I'm just trying to change

Feel's like i'm deranged

And it's driving me insane


[Verse 1]

Can't escape my goddamn brain

'Cause it feels like I'm fucking insane

Because it feels like my life is a game

When I don't know how to play

And I don't wanna fucking pray

Not tomorrow I want today

And I know my shit sounds cliche

But I think I'm about to fade away

Yeah, because I'm on the end of an [?]

With this fucking stripe

With this fucking life

Every fucking life

And I don't fucking why

But I think I'm going to fucking die

Like every fucking night

Like every fucking night

Oh fuck I'm never alright, yeah


[Chorus]

Change

I'm just trying to change

Feel's like i'm deranged

And it's driving me insane

I'm just trying to change

I'm just trying to change

Feel's like i'm deranged

And it's driving me insane


[Verse 2]

Fuck

Don't know where I'll fucking go

When the answers always fucking know

So I guess I gotta put on a show

Nobody ever fucking knows

Nobody ever fucking knows

Nobody ever fucking knows

Nobody ever fucking knows, uh


[Bridge]

Never going to escape my brain

No way because I'm fucking insane

Never going to escape my brain

No way because I'm fucking deranged

Never going to escape this shame

No way because I'm so fucking lame

I deserve all this fucking hate

Because I'm always fucking lame


[Outro]

I'm just trying to change

Feel's like i'm deranged

And it's driving me insane

I'm just trying to change

I'm just trying to change

Feel's like i'm deranged

And it's driving me insane