Alone

By Cilc

On SADASS

Released on February 10, 2018

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[Verse 1]

Kicked to the curve

By kids who lived in the berves

People who I thought were my friends

Until I thought came to an end

I was thrown aside by people

Who I thought I could fight in

But they were always fighting

Telling me shits not alright


[Verse 2]

I feel lonely as fuck

God damn it sucks

Running out of people to talk too

You try to talk, they just scoff you

I know how it feels when you can't do it [?]

Deal with constant hate

Quote on quote friends constant belate

Everything you do screws you over

When you ain't got nobody to be by your side

To make you feel alright

So I only had one option

To write, to make myself feel alright

Should I try maybe i'll be fine

Just try to finish a song tonight

So I load and wote

Spitting lyrics about my wife pounding down to my throat

And shit it helps

But it's more of A distraction

Doesn't work with social interaction

And now I feel alone hearing the thoughts in my head

But then I met you I wouldn't be there fearless in Denver

Talking about problems, trying find ways to solve them

And shit I don't know with helped

But I hoped talking to you wasn't hell oh well

And I don't know if you know but you helped me so much

I just can't show, I just can't show, I just can't show


[Verse 3]

And then I met more people

Realising I can make friend who are evil

People who like me for me

Well at least that's what I see unless they're lying

And they don't care if i'm crying

But I know it doesn't save me

It doesn't save me, it doesn't save me

Maybe they hate me, maybe they hate me

Maybe they hate me, maybe they hate me


[Outro]

Kicked to the curve

By kids who lived in the berves

Thrown aside by people

Who I thought I could fight in