Failed at That

By Cihtym

Released on July 24, 2021

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Always struggled with relationships

The reasons make no sense so maybe I just make them up

To make me feel better

Can't tell the if the love is real ever

Problem is I get way to attached

Whether or not the spark is there too

Sometimes I read circumstances wrong so i assume

Feelings are equal between us two

Debate on if I should make the first move

But when I do you you get confused

Wasn't your intentions I just fall in love to soon

Its my fault that I hurt when I get turned down

Now things get so awkward whenever you are around

Afraid that you may bounce if I accidently over step my bounds

If there's any shot I got then I gotta make it count

Instead of arrivin' unannounced

At the most random hours just to pout

Textin' you with attitude so sour

Lost the feeling in my mouth

So no control on words that may come out

I only tried to make you proud but

Hook -

I guess I failed at that

Ill just take the blame

Pray I don't make it back

In the same situation

In any type of way

Saying I'm afraid I may make the same mistake since

I failed at that

Ill just take the blame

Pray I don't make it back

In the same situation

In any type of way

Saying I'm afraid I may make a mistake since I failed at

Verse 2 -

Being true to myself

Hate liars yet keep on lyin' to myself

To put my mind in environments more inspirin'

Maybe cause I fear the fire might die again

What if I lose that spark

Leavin' now would be more like quitting then retirement

Always hated being the dark

Doesn't feel like I did my part

Don't wanna to restart

How many times you get before its no longer charm

Costs more then a arm and leg it takes a life of dedication

But they never say it call it luck if it falls in place

Even when you goin at a constant pace

With every move that you contemplate

As if they feel the need down play everything you do

Doesn't matter what road that you choose

Even when you win they make up excuses for why you'll always have to lose

Causing me to second guess every single move so

Hook -

I guess I failed at that

Ill just take the blame

Pray I don't make it back

In the same situation

In any type of way

Saying i'm afraid I may make the same mistake since

I failed at that

Ill just take the blame

Pray I don't make it back

In the same situation

In any type of way

Saying i'm afraid I may make the same mistake since I failed at that

Ill just take the blame

Pray I don't make it back

In the same situation

In any type of way

Saying i'm afraid I may make the same mistake since I failed at that