Released on March 25, 2022

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Hook -

I feared if i fought back there was nothing that i could do

I still get those days when i look back like maybe that was my excuse

To not ever take a stand and be that bigger man you needed

Couldn't even fight my tears couldn't bare to see it

Either way i was defeated even though id act all big and strong

To this day i still haven't found the reason why

I feared if i fought back there was nothing that i could do

I still get those days when i look back like maybe that was my excuse

Versе 1 -

For so long i let the guilt kill me

Evеn though you came out unscathed

Fact is i wasn't more willing to save the day was far from brave

Mentally the scars remain words of pain cannot equate

You were in a state harm and all i did was stay away

Pray i wake God please give me some amazing grace

I gave my faith now its time i sit and wait so patiently i pace

In my mind hoping when i open up my eyes from where i hide

Everything bad would be erased since

Hook -

I feared if i fought back there was nothing that i could do

I still get those days when i look back like maybe that was my excuse

Constantly wonder if it's true

I feared if i fought back there was nothing that i could do

I still get those days when i look back like maybe that was my excuse

Verse 2 -

No more excuses, no interlude it's just intruding. You went from moving to moveless

Still amused from my music

See it's not only the excuse but the way that I execute it

How I convince you that I'm a do it

Then remove it from my to do list

Foolish mind you see my clueless pride

Protruding how cool am I

Stupid a wise man won't join a debate just to prove he wise

I was fussing, giving up, wits tossed in a pool of lies

Not doing nothing left blood on my hands, I choose to shine

Hook -

I feared if i fought back there was nothing that i could do

I still get those days when i look back like maybe that was my excuse

Constantly wonder if it's true

I feared if i fought back there was nothing that i could do

I still get those days when i look back like maybe that was my excuse