[Intro]

Can’t tell if I’m okay

I’ve been running it everything

I got used to making plays

Like this shit is all a game

I ain’t fuck with all those sides

I only eat what’s main

So everything else in my life got

Rust up on their chains

This what I made, people all change

Yeah I do too, I’m not the same

Got a new stance, got a new team

Got a new dance, got a new dream

Don’t tell me it’s by chance when I get everything I need

I sacrificed it all just so part of me could breathe

[Hook]

Look at my ghosts, whoa

Gone like a roach, smoke

Got more than most, so

Pass me the dope, role

[Verse 1]

Blowing off on all I own, I got all my bros at home

I ain’t seen them in so long, I’m too busy’s all they know

Chasing my goals, paying the toll, I already sold my soul

It needs more, carnivore, if it ain’t me it forgoes

God I sold everything

Ever since, I don’t walk

I don’t talk like I used to

I be bossing like it’s voodoo

This is me up in the future

This is not no fucking rumour

Play my cards right like it’s UNO

Till I’m hopping out a two-door

[Bridge 1]

With a turbo that go fast

Bitch I got this in a bag

Yeah I know that I will last

Look I let go of my past

Levitating with a dash

But my life, got a slash

Chxnge is up, Rob has crashed

Even lost some of his laugh

[Verse 2]

Living lowlife if they ask

Got a mask but no shooters in the back of a black cadillac

Still got murder on my mind when it comes to the art

So the artists in the front bout to switch into the trunk

I got used to playing dumb

And I’m used to being numb

So as I’m holding up this gun

Another part of me gets stunned

[Bridge 2]

Stunted in my growth

Most parts of me are gone

Leave a message at the tone

Man I feel so fucking old

Like I need my fucking throne for that cracking in my bones

Catch me looking through my phone at the things I used to know

[Verse 3]

Be it speaking or perceiving

Man I do well when I’m reading

When I talk they give me treatment like I scare them for some reason

I take a pause, in between my thoughts

I hope they know I don’t do this much

I don’t go out unless I need sex

Then kick her out and onto the next

Most my fam, we don’t click, ever since, all of this

Kicking it when I visit them but I shut my mouth and just pretend

Like we won’t fight if I talk a bit

Like everything good ever since I left

Like I ain’t struggling to live normal

But back then I didn’t want to live no more

[Outro]

So although I may have lost

Everything that they seem to floss

That’s a line I had to cross

This just what success costs