[Chorus]

So this a message to all of my fans

Yes I got some questions, it's all in advance

Why is life depressing, then suddenly ends

It seems I fake a smile, so I can feel like a man

[Verse 1]

Because I'm trapped inside my mind of who I am, and who I choose to be

Now I just abuse the weed to hide from what I truly see

I looked inside my mirror, hoping god would help me see myself

But only seen my demons screaming out that I should free myself

I'm feeling lost, feeling lonely on this twisted road

I'll fake a smile so that my parents and my sister know

That I'm alright, I'm okay, I been doing good

So don't worry I'll be fine like you knew I would

My mom will tell me that I'm great and that she's proud of me

My dad will brag to all his friends that he can count on me

The pressures here it's building up, now it's surrounding me

I'm scared to let them down, 'cause if I do, will they look down on me?

See, that's a question that a broken soul would ask himself

Like, why the fuck am I alive? Man, I should blast myself

I'm writing to music to forget I can't distract myself

From every fucking thought, I think it's time I try to ask for help

[Chorus]

So this a message to all of my fans

Yes I got some questions, it's all in advance

Why is life depressing, then suddenly ends

It seems I fake a smile, so I can feel like a man

So this a message to all of my fans

Yes I got some questions, it's all in advance

Why is life depressing, then suddenly ends

It seems I fake a smile, so I can feel like a man

[Verse 2]

Shit, this ain't normal, I don't know what I should fucking do

I paid my dues, but still ain't figure out my fucking truth

I feel alone, but I got every single one of you

I think I take that shit for granted, dog, and I ain't wanting to

But shit happens, In such a quick fashion

My road twists so fast that my whip crashes

Except the whip is not my car, it's all my sick passions

And the roads the world, around me tryna get at them

God, you a sick bastard for putting me through the ropes

At 13, I seen my uncle with a tube in his throat

I watched my cousins lose a father, slowly losing their hope

Then asked the preacher why, and he said only you could've known

So tell me, why'd you do it?

Man, I need to say to put my mind more at ease

With all the shit you display

I know I'm not supposed to question you, but dammit, I prayed

And it seems like you don't care about a thing that I say

[Chorus]

So this a message to all of my fans

Yes I got some questions, it's all in advance

Why is life depressing, then suddenly ends

It seems I fake a smile, so I can feel like a man

So this a message to all of my fans

Yes I got some questions, it's all in advance

Why is life depressing, then suddenly ends

It seems I fake a smile, so I can feel like a man

[Outro]

So this a message to all of my fans

Yes I got some questions, it's all in advance

Why is life depressing, then suddenly ends

It seems I fake a smile, so I can feel like a man