Sore - Intellectual

[Intro]

Yeah, yeah

I miss everything

Look

[Verse 1]

I miss the days when I chilled with homies

Now they act like they barely know me

Say whats up and they answer slowly

Cause I made it big and they claim I'm phony

But I'm not, I'm just busy working

Soul-searching for another day

I spent two years, all by myself

So deep down, I got a ton to say

Luxury, I ain't seen it

But this rapper shit, is convenient

No suicide, I just utilize

I start pouring out, all my feelings

So how you doing? Cause I'm feeling great

I'm proud of music and I'm proud of hate

Cause if they talking, then they found a way

To promote my music, even though it's lame

But my brain, it's obsessed with music

Felt the same, so depressed to use it

So I dropped out of school and then they call me stupid

But do it you, to go judge a human

Cause you falling down, while I'm rising up

Seeing clouds, like a flying duck

Supply a bluff for these lying fucks

I'mma tie them up, cause I've cried enough

And I don't need pain. not no more

Life is a game and I plan to score

You can focus on the profit but man it's more

Than the women and the money that I'm rapping for

For my health in my heart, my help is the art

They tell me that I'm real but I don't play the part

So I follow my goddess and learned at the start

Now I cannot believe that I made it this far

By just saying a bar, I can pay for a car

Me and my girl started breaking apart

She acted the victim, by plaguing the car

Even though, I was the plague in the loss

Now I'm explaining this song

Cause success is the best revenge

But, even though I contempleted going to the city with a bottle to fuck a friend

Look

[Hook] x2

I was talking straight to damn whores

And I was locked away behind doors

But I gotta say, that it's not today

And I can't wait, that I tour

Cause honestly, there's no time to waste

And the life you're living is yours

So find your faith, try to fight your pain

Until your heart starts to get sore

[Verse 2]

Man I used to freak over the slightest change

Then I realized, that I could die today

Wiped away, like I'm a tidal wave

So now I put my all, in every line I say

Cause I won't fade away into nothing

I'mma turn my name into something

Yo I told my parents, I'mma pay the debt

And that simply no discussion

Cause they gave me love and they gave me hope

When I had the gun, aiming at my throat

I was scared that I'd just might just die alone

With the reason why described on a note

But here I am, making moves

My way, I won't break the rules

Drop a song and that's breaking news

But I beat depression, like a breaking noose

Now I'm learning to fly

Working to death, Cause we're earning to die

They said that it gets better, but words are a lie

It doesn't get better, you learn to survive

Yo, yet I'm all alone

Growing old, in this country road

Often known, that I got the flow

To go drop a whore up in a coffin for

Cheating and lying

And then treating me like I'm dying

She seeing that I'm trying

But she always try to keep biding

Our feelings by lying

And then leaving me to be silent

Man, I'm bleeding and I'm crying

And it's the reason why I keep rhyming

Cause I'm 'bout to hit the top and I never fail

If you live on Earth, then you live in Hell

It's getting colder, I could tell

Cause we all have blessings, yet we all have failed

Yo, yet I'm better off being me

Cause I get a lot of support

And that's spread apart

Like my ex's legs, when she's getting off

[Hook] x4