Released on March 18, 2020

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[Chorus: CHVSE]

Can't fight these demons I've tried

Can't trust these thoughts in my mind

So reckless, so reckless

Can't fight these demons I've tried

Can't trust these thoughts in my mind

So reckless, so reckless


[Verse 1: CHVSE]

Ay, broken man inside a broken mirror

Dissipate with an open beer

Open bottles, more regrets

Mind overthinking got my soul in fear

Hate the evil but I hold it dear

I never run away or fucking show a tear

I been to hell and back, and still, I'm holding here

I' ma stand my ground for my own career

I've never selled out, or sell my soul

Sell my dreams, I won't sell my hopes

But you did just to sell your flows

It's like all you rappers lack self-control

Ah, but I know the feeling

Scared of demons when you're all alone

Shit I'm scared of people cause I know that people

Got a lot of demons that they call their own

What the fuck do you know about that, huh?

Mind always stuck in the past, huh

The only relief is to sleep

But every dream is making you panic

Causing you chaos and havoc

Something you never imagined

Would happen to you

But now you caught up and you can't run


[Chorus: CHVSE]

Can't fight these demons I've tried

Can't trust these thoughts in my mind

So reckless, so reckless

Can't fight these demons I've tried

Can't trust these thoughts in my mind

So reckless, so reckless


[Verse 2: VI Seconds]

I been waking up out my sleep

In a cold sweat like someones out for me

And I never end up in a mode to change it

Cause it's always me and I can never face it

Cause I sit alone and battle with my thoughts

And internal scars don't show I've fought

People think I'm fine but can't gaze within

At my broken heart where my pain begins

Self-doubt, fucking with my process

Not letting go fucking with my progress

Loss of trust got me out of pocket

I hear her voice and can't fucking stop it

And a tick tick

My times coming

Tick tick

Know my times coming

Tick Tick

The days drawing closer where

Tick Tick

I become my closer

Been fighting and swinging and fighting and swinging

Looking for a reason to hold on and clinging

My knuckles are bloody and bruising and stinging

Don't know if I really want a new beginning

Or where I'll end up cause I know I've been sinning

My demons inside are constantly singing

Do it, do it, do it, do it

I don't wanna

Do it, do it, do it, do it


[Chorus: CHVSE]

Can't fight these demons I've tried

Can't trust these thoughts in my mind

So reckless, so reckless

Can't fight these demons I've tried

Can't trust these thoughts in my mind

So reckless, so reckless