[Intro: Chukklez]
Hahahahahaha, the fuck?
Hello son, what's the matter? How are you feeling?
I've just felt like this fucking world is against me man. I'm just fucking tired of every time I'm fucking talking to my friends, they all backstab me in the motherfucking back and shit. I just want to get off this shit man, I just want to end my fucking life right now man
[Verse 1: Chuckklez]
I feel I'm 'bout to snap at any moment 'cause my memory's coming back
From all the people that I slaughtered in my horrible frightening past
When I was such a little boy, always been a little freak
A nothing and a nobody, just another fucking black sheep
Never had a family or friends that even cared
Thеy always say I was invisible, the others lovеd to stare
They believed that I was a weakling, that I would never hurt a fly
Until later the next day I fucking took out one of their eyes
Got expelled from different schools when I was the age of thirteen
No matter what the situation is I'll never be clean
I tried searching for some help, like going to therapy
But no one understands me
Trying to get inside of my mind to see if they can fit into my shoes
And what is the harsh reality this killer has to go through?
Believe me, it's a nightmare not even an angel can survive
But this story still continues so let's hope I'm still alive
[Chorus: Chuckklez]
Disrespecters out of my mind
Tried to get 'em out of my life
Or else I'm gonna be on the verge of committing suicide
'Cause that's the only thing that makes 'em go away forever
So I can finally rest in peace from disturbing behavior
You will never understand my pain, so why you trying to get in my way?
You're gonna push me to the limit, now get the fuck out of my face
Whoever try to do something stupid about to die in vain
And all my problems will be over from this horrible life of shame
[Interlude: Chuckklez]
It's like no matter what I try to do in this stupid fucking life it always turns to shit. I fucking hate this shit man, I just wanna fucking end it all man
[Verse 2: Chuckklez]
There's too many fucking demons swarming around my head driving me insane
Trying to get me to lose control and pour my future down the drain
Everything I worked my ass off for is over and forgotten
Now I have to start all over without having final options
Can you imagine being in a world full of shame
When you're broke with no money, feeling hopeless every day
Or that you finally found out that, that your girl's a cheating bitch
Sleeping with the enemy like a dirty rotten trick
I'm on the verge of flipping out, about to grab the shotgun
Bursting through the fucking door and blast every single one of 'em
Her lover tried to escape, but that wasn't gonna happen
'Cause I was kicking his fucking ass a hundred times and I blast 'em
The skank started to scream so I grabbed her by the throat
Squeezed her neck very tightly 'til she seriously started to choke
How her body turned to ice and then I finally let her go
What a horrible frightening murder that this chapter has to offer
[Chorus: Chuckklez]
Disrespecters out of my mind
Tried to get 'em out of my life
Or else I'm gonna be on the verge of committing suicide
'Cause that's the only thing that makes 'em go away forever
So I can finally rest in peace from disturbing behavior
You will never understand my pain, so why you trying to get in my way?
You're gonna push me to the limit, now get the fuck out of my face
Whoever try to do something stupid about to die in vain
And all my problems will be over from this horrible life of shame
[Verse 3: Chuckklez]
All I really wanted was to have a normal life
Without the anger and the sorrow that is dwelling inside of my mind
But they still continue eating through my soul
To the motherfucking bone until I finally reach the surface where I completely lost all hope
I'm very sorry to my family that I wish it on your time
Y'all deserve so much better instead of a psycho in your lives
I tried to be a greater person like a Holy Sunny Christian
But Jesus never loved me so he cast me from his religion
Only thing I need to do is put the barrel in my mouth
And let my fingers squeeze the trigger 'til I feel my brains blow out
A sudden flash hit me and I never saw the light
Now I'm lost in purgatory without the chance to say goodbye
[Chorus: Chuckklez]
Disrespecters out of my mind
Tried to get 'em out of my life
Or else I'm gonna be on the verge of committing suicide
'Cause that's the only thing that makes 'em go away forever
So I can finally rest in peace from disturbing behavior
You will never understand my pain, so why you trying to get in my way?
You're gonna push me to the limit, now get the fuck out of my face
Whoever try to do something stupid about to die in vain
And all my problems will be over from this horrible life of shame