[Intro Hook]

Tell me

Why you hate me

Tell me

Why you hate me

Yeahh

Tell me

Why you hate me

Yeahh

Tell me

Why you hate me

[Verse 1]

Woke up in'a life that i really didn't want

I wish i could take back any bigger loss

Man grandma why you had ta go ahead an leave

The family here hurt and i'm cryin' on my knees

Man ain't no real person in this room no more

I can't take away the pain i'm a drink on a substance

Gon look up in a my mind it been steady rain stormin'

I member in ya room when my knees start to hurtin'

Y'all know how it goes i'm a gon an paint the picture

I been holdin' on strong for my momma an my sister

Yeah this shit feel like i got a bullet in my heart

I guess this is why i been steady sittin' in dark

I should've took up drinkin' maybe calm myself down

I been givin' fake smiles to everybody now

Why my phone steady buzzin' like do you come out

I'm a stay up in this bitch till my soul drop down

I don't know what to do i can't tell myself nothing

Feelin' like a roller coaster how my brain always turnin'

This the realest shit i've said ain't no time for brainstorming

What chu mean how i feel that's my blood steady pumpin'

This the roll i was givin' i can't even take out

I need a another few days we can talk some things out

Let that phone steady ring let me hear her voicemail

I feel like i done failed when i told her i'd be there

[Hook]

Tell me x2

Do you feel ever pain (repeat x2)

An that's why i hate me

[Verse 2]

I feel like the world steady closin' round me

I done took the blue pill can't reverse nothin' g

I been havin' nightmares when i saw eyes open

Blood rushin' to ya brain had me standin' there hurtin'

You done told me stay strong and never go an cry

Why my eyes soakin' wet and my heart beatin' fast

Man this feelin' ain't no joke i can't even think straight

Pickin' up the dice just to give a free roll away

If god was next to me i would tell em bring you back

Cuz was next to me we was out cryin' in the back

For every second passin' i be thinkin' bout you yes

This fire in my stomach can't be calmed down yet

I been walkin' through these lanes while my eyes steady burnin'

Lookin' at my horoscope just to see good omen

Can't predict what is next but i keep a good chart

When my first child is born i'm a tell em bout ya heart

[Hook]

Tell me x2

Do you feel ever pain (repeat x2)

An that's why i hate me