[Verse 1]

Two entities only know my whole story

The others that come close are the demons that just torment

This that Diera City Flow but I ain't come to floss. I've been fighting an uphill battle as if I'm Desmond Doss

I ain't Job or Job or JOBA, I'm just Chris

POP! Goes the bubble of fulfilled dreams

Every single day of waking Life

I feel like I should just go and die

Nah wait. Depression is just inaccurate

I don't seek attention. My pride hibernates

Oh why do you claim I stopped conversating?

Yeah I'm okay, geez

I need a Jesus piece please

I need just Jesus please please

I need to be on my knees

But I got chicks on they knees

Life is just hipocrisy

Please hear my plea

[Chorus]

I am not rightous

All I got are my sins

All feel is exhaust

My whole life is a loss

[Verse 2]

Listen real close

I am the most

Desperate kid to go desire the world

Christian's the name

Pain is the game

Every day has started to become same

Krischin whatchya saying? I have gave you a lot

You are now a beast who eats the weak in the lot

Why won't you accept me and now live your new life?

If you don't reply, I will force you to comply

Listen listen, you turned my paradise to hell

Cause every single day | I no longer smile

It feels like everyone is laughing at me behind my back

How you call this peace when I have only felt stress

[Chorus]

I am not rightous

All I got are my sins

All feel is exhaust

My whole life is a loss

[Bridge]

Wanted it, but not about it. x4

[Transition]

"Let me tell you something kid. Hell is a state of mind."

[Chorus]

I am not depressed

I just have logic

Everyone secretly hates me

And they all have good reasons

[VERSE 3]

I would like to say that I have dropped my insecurities

However I've only dropped the ones relating physically

"Think before you speak" yeah that would fix my problem with no doubt

I would rather tear my careless tounge out of my own loud mouth

AGHHHHHHHHHHHH

I don't want attention. Christian Layone ain't that

I long to be friends with those who just seem to hate me

I don't know why they hate me but I know it's my fault

I found a new group of friends but I still don't belong

Every day. I just wanna go home

Work on the tape. It's my only source of hope

I ain't worried bout no romance I'm worried bout love

But I found one solution and that's to accept none

[Outro]

Commit. x6

To this life I will

Commit. x6

To this life I will