Released on July 31, 2020

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[Intro]

Hey Christian, ummm

Call us and tell that you are okay

Or whatever is going on

When are you coming home?

Why is your phone off?

Call me, bye


[Verse 1]

Been starting at the wall for the past three hours

I needed a change of view from the ceiling

Playing Russian roulette with apathy and stress

The bullet’s reality, and the trigger’s the check

Just want to call out of work, and lay in my bed

And make friends with all the demons inside of my head


[Pre-Chorus]

Feels like I’m fighting for my life, every time I leave my house

You keep on telling all these lies, got a weapon for a mouth

I’ve been looking for a wife, but you’re saying that I’ll never be loved, that I’ll never be enough

And I listen, you are killing my vision

I’m out of commission, before taking my prescriptions

I wish that you could die, so I could get a break

And I know you’ll hate this but I’m calling you be name


[Chorus]

Hello depression

Thanks for the blessings

Cause all the songs are great

But the words are fake, yeah

Hello depression

I done learned my lesson

You can’t keep my stressing

I’ve been on a mission, yeah

Just tryna find my way

In a world of gray


[Verse 2]

Been hiding from my phone cause you’re always on it

Even when I’m alone, I see your shadow

I’m always hiding myself, my skin is made of regret

And I’m not good with friends, I mean I try and connect

They always ask how I am; I say I guess I’m okay

But whatever joy is left, just keeps on fading away


[Pre-Chorus]

Feels like I’m fighting for my life, every time I leave my house

You keep on telling all these lies, got a weapon for a mouth

I’ve been looking for a wife, but you’re saying that I’ll never be loved, that I’ll never be enough

And I listen, you are killing my vision

I’m out of commission, before taking my prescriptions

I wish that you could die, so I could get a break

And I know you’ll hate this but I’m calling you be name


[Chorus]

Hello depression

Thanks for the blessings

Cause all the songs are great

But the words are fake, yeah

Hello depression

I done learned my lesson

You can’t keep my stressing

I’ve been on a mission, yeah

Just tryna find my way

In a world of gray


[Bridge]

Thanks for the inspiration but

I’d rather be alone

You’ve overstayed your welcome

My head is no longer your home

You were a great pretender

I thought you were part of me

But now I see

That you’re not even reality

And so, this is hello

Cause you were here, and I didn’t know

But at the same time, this is goodbye

At the same time, this is goodbye