Introvert

By CHRIST DILLINGER

Released on July 15, 2020

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I wrote this song on the Fourth of July

I’m not even gonna lie, I was more than a lil high

Thinkin’ bout shit that I wish I woulda did

Places I shoulda went, hoes I shoulda hit

Pull up to the party, pay 20 to walk in

In twenty minutes I’ll be walkin’ through them doors again

Ain’t tryna meet new friends that turn into loose ends

Once the bottle is finished and there ain’t no money to spend

I hate small talk, so why I let ya run ya mouth?

These the Boosie Prada shoes cause I barely pull em’ out

Now the music too loud so to talk we gotta shout

I been forgot what the fuck we was talking about

Who else go out and thеn just wanna go home?

It’s not that I don’t like you, I just wanna be alonе

So, excuse me if I seem a little unimpressed

Sincerely yours, another anti-social pessimist

It’s not that I don’t like you, I’d just rather be by myself

And if I had to, I’d rather be with you than anyone else

It’s not that I don’t like you, I’d just rather be by myself

And if I had to, I’d rather be with you than anyone else

I don’t like shit so I don’t go outside

Cut off my dick so you can’t dick ride

These mothafuckas don’t even care about themselves

So how the fuck they gonna care about someone else?

Tell me what y’all got here that I ain’t got at home

In that small sanctuary that I call my own

I do my dreaming and my scheming

As I lie awake and pray

I do my crying and my sighing

As I laugh at yesterday

You might say I’m missin out

I give a fuck about what you gotta say

Never belonged here anyway

Because I am my tomorrow just like I am my today

And if a nigga ask me why well all I gotta say

It’s not that I don’t like you, I’d just rather be by myself

And if I had to, I’d rather be with you than anyone else

It’s not that I don’t like you, I’d just rather be by myself

And if I had to, I’d rather be with you than anyone else

A lot of us just exist today with no plan of existing tomorrow

I’d lend you some of my time today but I’m afraid I’m out of time to borrow