Cold reality defeats the mind

My damaged life is ill defined

My reason burns in grand despair

But why am I allowed to care?

Diffuse the coils we call betrayal

Am I in heaven or in hell?

You tell me what I've done

You tell me what I've done

Harsh divinity brings the assault

My state of logic takes the fall

My vision burns us to the ground

'Til there is no one left around

Deceive and foil to make amends

Am I in heaven or in pain?

You tell me what I've done

You tell me what I've done

I go down

Defy myself

I transpire

Despite myself

Cold reality defeats the mind

My damaged life is ill defined

My reason burns in grand despair

But why am I allowed to care?

Diffuse the coils we call betrayal

Am I in heaven or in hell?

You tell me what I've done

You tell me what I've done

My reality defeats us all

My damaged life is all I've got

My tension grows in milligrams

I'm not ashamed of what I am

Inherent wounds about to clot

Am I in heaven, am I God?

You tell me why I'm not

You tell me why I'm not

By the time I get to you

I could be ready

But there is no consequence

By the time I get to you

I could be ready

But it feels so rigorous