[Intro]

Yeah

I just don't get it how like

I jump on the mic, I can say anything

And then I talk to you and I

I get lost for words like, shh

[Chorus]

Been insane with the pen

But with you, I'm lost for the words

Why am I stoned layin' in bed?

When I could go conquer the world

She said the problem is me

I said the problem is her

And I know that life is a cost

But what is the cost if I lost my girl? Ah

I'm insane with this pen

But I'm lost for the words

I'm still stoned layin' in bed

And I could go conquer the world

She said the problem is me, ha

But I know that I love you dearly

Clearly now and I hope these words don't slow down, hoo

[Verse]

I could drop you thе verse

Tell you I'm sorry, thеn give you apologies

Don't mean shit, that's probably worse, huh

More that I say, more that it hurts

The constant reverses

Week after week, the cycle repeats till I'm beat

And watchin' it constantly turn

God, stop all the pain (Yeah, yeah)

All of the shame that I washed all away

All of the hurt and all the who she's

And all the bullshit that I lock in a safe, yeah

This be the real world now and I gotta go now

Gotta get on this plane, gotta tour that map

Then get her right back

Gotta go right now, gonna get on that stage

Yeah, babe, wait (Hoo)

I promise the bottle's away

I'll rot in my grave

All day blaze on the Kali gram

I'm in the street with sheets of Diazepam

Calm down, pop one

My girl been stressin' the day

Worried as fuck, I might end it in pain

Like Heath Ledger or Kurt Co— (Bah, bah)

This is my art, devilish thoughts

Pleasure and pain, Heaven can wait

All that I know is bro

I keep my cheddar in the safe so Leo can eat

Aha, real talk

I don't wanna lie to myself

'Cause I don't know if this is a song

Or it could be a cry for help

But, nah, nah, can't feel that

That's too real, lad

Girl on the phone sayin' go ten-ten days

I swear life is a fight, get rounds

Kickback on lock, MMA, anyway, woo

I swear my bro slowly it's killin' me

Half a rack on Shein orders from Italy

And half the pack express postal delivery

But, Rosa, call, girl, all I need is J's and love

Anything goes, girl, you know that you raised my son

Louis bags, girl, anything goes, I'll get you one, two, three, four

Even a K, girl, I got them funds, hoo (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

We can go holiday and then massage

Smash that hotel and the garage

Still go Barbies in the yard and talk like, nah

This is the year to grow, this is the fear I show

The only thing that I know is, fuck, I'll never go

It's do or die

Fuck, you got me lost for words

Man, I should go conquer the world

Yeah, but I'm lost for words (This is an automatic voicemail system)

At the tone, please record your message

Check, check, check, hoo

[Chorus]

Been insane with the pen

But with you, I'm lost for the words

Why am I stoned layin' in bed?

When I could go conquer the world

She said the problem was me

I said the problem was her

And I know that life is a cost

But what is the cost if I lost my girl? Ah

I'm insane with the pen

But I'm lost for the words

I'm still stoned layin' in bed

And I could go conquer the world

She said the problem is me, ha

And I know that I love you dearly, fuck

And I hope this works, real talk (Hoo)

[Outro]

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