[Verse 1]
I can't imagine what you're going through, after all this time
I feel shit for what I did to you that night
Even now in this crowd, I feel all alone
I never thought that it would go this far
'Cause the truth is that I don't remember where
Where I end and you start
[Chorus]
I'll go and choke on my words
Hope I will start learning 'cause I'm sick of running
So forget what you heard
'Cause when life kicks you down, I'll always be around
[Verse 2]
Let it out, all the doubt that's been bothering you
Before it starts to consume you
I'll be here, so austere, with all my fear
In hopes you'll learn to forgive me
[Chorus]
I'll go and choke on my words
Hope I will start learning 'cause I'm sick of running
So forget what you heard
'Cause when life kicks you down, I'll always be around
[Verse 3]
The day I met you sometimes plays in my head
A feeling I won't forget
And now it seems we think lesser but we'll stick together
'Cause it will get better
Yeah, it will get better
In spite of the worsening weather
We've suffered through much more
Still feel the words that left us sore
As we pass through shade, it's brighter than before
[Chorus]
I'll go and choke on my words
Hope I will start learning 'cause I'm sick of running
So forget what you heard
'Cause when life kicks you down, I'll always be around
[Bridge]
I can't take much more of this torment
It seems it won't relent
So we suffer and then resent
We're too far past to decompress
Don't need to second-guess
These feelings that have been suppressed
I wish we took the time to realign ourselves
'Cause we went over it, but it went over our heads
I wish that I could fix this mess
[Chorus]
(I'll go and choke on my words)
I'll go and choke
I'll go and choke on my words
Hope I will start learning 'cause I'm sick of running
So forget what you heard
'Cause when life kicks you down, I'll always be around