I’ll do anything to go back and to see you smile

Staring at this number in my phone that I can’t even dial

Been a while, I haven’t seen ya I ain’t feeling fine

Tell me how to deal with grief I really need a piece of mind

I’ll do anything just to even see you cry

Driving with this blunt on my lip avoiding a dui

It’s been a while, I haven’t seen ya I ain’t feeling fine

Tell me how to deal with grief I really need a piece of mind

I need piece of mind, I really need peace and quiet

I need time to find relief and deal with this grief of mine

Send me to hell, no I’m not tryna see the sights

I just think that there would be better than where I’m living life

Spending time reconciling with my inner child

He told me don’t worry youre growing just keep on venting rhymes

But I got questions like, how can I end my life?

Then he disappeared I woke up covered in sweat and cryin

I’m doing everything I can but is it all enough

I’m feeling like no matter what I do I’ll keep ignoring stuff

And pouring up running from the pain blame it all drugs

Even though I know it’s not the cause oh well I’m surely dumb

I’m sorry mum I guess I was a terrible son

I was in my head overthinking I wasn’t ever here

What’s said and done, I regret, I’m still sending love

Wish I told you how much I care before you disappeared

Yeah I really wish I told you I care, before you

I’m feeling manic I took an acid tab and I saw you

And now I’m panicked im hunting round in the pouring rain

Too many habits I’d give it all up if I could call you

But I can’t hack it the thought of it keep on causing pain

Travel different dimensions where we could not be seperate

Even then at some point I will have to leave

I wrote this song with the hope that somehow you’d get the message So imma send it

And then I’ll hustle on and believe

I’ll do anything to go back and to see you smile

Staring at this number in my phone that I can’t even dial

Been a while, I haven’t seen ya I ain’t feeling fine

Tell me how to deal with grief I really need a piece of mind

I’ll do anything just to even see you cry

Driving with this blunt on my lip avoiding a dui

It’s been a while, I haven’t seen ya I ain’t feeling fine

Tell me how to deal with grief I really need a piece of mind