(Hook) x2

Who am I ?

I been battling so long only know do or die

Should I go or should I stay and fight?

I been getting tired of this day and night

(Verse 1)

This day and night cycle has got my mind racing

I’ve been Tryna fight it I don’t want to lie complacent

And wait for the earth to come shattering down

I want to write and stay producing with this knack that I found

Turning passion to sound is surely what I’m tryna manifest

I do it for the love so efforts what I can invest

I am impressed with how far I’ve continued to come

Ive proved a lot wrong, this is my tribute to mum

You’re up above

I’m still down tryna make you proud

If I am then can you make a sound cos I been in doubt

In a shroud, hiding from emotion and such

But I’m not coping I feel broken and stuck

(Bridge 1)

I might die from addiction

Messing up my future like prior convictions

This dire position I’m ins unavoidable

Tryna makе a plan for my future’s not enjoyable

(Hook) x2

So Who am I ?

I been battling so long only know do or diе

Still thinking Should I go or should I stay and fight?

Cos I been getting tired of this day and night

(Verse 2)

Second verse, I’m tryna expedite my death with words

I’m tired of this depression still try accept the curse

Whatever works I guess I’m just tryna continue breathing

Constant contradiction on top of it I’m a bit facetious

I won’t be leaving I want to but then again I don’t

I’d also like to get better somewhere along the road so

Is there still hope I feel like I’m being weighed down

Explain how I can progress so I can feel safe now

I’m laid out on the bed taking my medicine

Just a meaty skeleton tryna get out of hell again

Better yet a spirit travelling space time

Try escape binds and relax so I can take flight

(Bridge 2)

Now I’m free

It’s taken me a while to realise I am me

I see that I’m doing what I’m meant to do

I’m getting better cos there’s nothing else left to do

(Hook) x2

Im no longer asking who am I ?

I been battling so long and there’s no room die

Don’t wanna go I wanna stay and fight

Tryna make the most out of this day and night