Another time, another act of despair

Another time I found my hands bond to a chair

Another time a bright light to my face

Another surrender, another disgrace

Because I'm

Getting out of my track

A lack of selfrespect

I got chains on my feet

And once again I've been causing my selfdefeat

Constantly making up my version of truth

Constantly promising next time I'll improve

Euphoric feelings when I start up again

But not a single time that I pulled through

I can see myself when I close my eyes

Rising high but there is an oversized

Cold hand that is pushing mе down

Around my neck and this hand is my own

Ultimate abuse

To my sеlf

By my own hand